my sadness

"I wondered whether there will ever come an hour in my life where I didn’t think of you- didn’t speak to you in my head, didn’t relive every moment we’d had together, didn’t long for your voice and your hands and your love. I had never dreamed of what it would feel like to love someone so much; of all the things that had astonished me these years, this was what astonished me the most. But years pass and memories fade. People forget and the world goes on. It’s a fucking cycle of life, and I don’t know why I expected anything more than that."

Facebook reminded me this. At first I thought it was from a book I read, but I couldn't remember a name. I quote searched it on google and as surprised I could there was no result. I started to think it must come from a fanfiction, still got no clue. It was posted three years ago, at that time I couldn't write something like that. The day I remember where it came from may never come, I'm still shook by how relevant it is to me, no matter how many years go by.