emotional monday and i blame it on my kimchi stew or some emotional music :P
Being emotional on Monday is common these days due to some TGIF syndrome. Yes, I did have TGIF for this week, just because it was my first work free three days which accidentally happened on last Friday and the weekends. But it isn't the sole reason for me being emotional on this lovely morning.
The truth is thinking of a good friend made me emotional.
Yesterday was Father Day, but since my dad passed away for about 3 years so I was kinda normal, or rather I should say I was emotionless lol. That friend suddenly inbox to give me an internet hug. She didn't say anything tho, I was clueless at first, but then I soon realized: "Ah, that's it. Father Day huh?"
She and I coincidentally have a same destiny, or it's our fathers' destiny to be exact. They all died because of cancer, we lost them at the most beautiful age, when we weren't ready to have an eternity absence of our fathers. That was something we share. Of course we also have several other things in common, but at a same time we don't have much same specifically opinion about them, that's strange but it glued us to each.
So I teared up a lil' bit. Because my father, but also the caring she gave me, it proved she think of me some times. And I was hella touched =)), to have sb thinking of me, that I might be sad or hurt or need comfort. It was very thoughtful. And now when I'm writing this, I teared up again. Such a strong emotion I have!
This morning I was making my breakfast and I thought of her again. Thought of something bizarre which I could never tell anybody, but in fact, I'd told her before like she was the only one who could listen to me talking about whatever without judging me. Then once again, I'm so thankful to have her as my friend. That was a strong emotion, so strong that I had an urge to tell her how thankful and how lucky to have her. Do you ever feel like that? So I told her about my feeling, as always. I made her day as she said tho it was kinda too soon to say right? And I, too, was so happy.
I had sth funny in my head for being this emotional. Like was I gonna die or sth? Such situation in the drama the movie? Or was i affected of Anton's death? Or was it just because of my period? Wait, my period was over for this month so not then what? Must be this handmade spicy kimchi, it was too spicy right? Or maybe I was listening to the sad song? But having such a friend, who don't cry?
The truth is thinking of a good friend made me emotional.
Yesterday was Father Day, but since my dad passed away for about 3 years so I was kinda normal, or rather I should say I was emotionless lol. That friend suddenly inbox to give me an internet hug. She didn't say anything tho, I was clueless at first, but then I soon realized: "Ah, that's it. Father Day huh?"
She and I coincidentally have a same destiny, or it's our fathers' destiny to be exact. They all died because of cancer, we lost them at the most beautiful age, when we weren't ready to have an eternity absence of our fathers. That was something we share. Of course we also have several other things in common, but at a same time we don't have much same specifically opinion about them, that's strange but it glued us to each.
So I teared up a lil' bit. Because my father, but also the caring she gave me, it proved she think of me some times. And I was hella touched =)), to have sb thinking of me, that I might be sad or hurt or need comfort. It was very thoughtful. And now when I'm writing this, I teared up again. Such a strong emotion I have!
This morning I was making my breakfast and I thought of her again. Thought of something bizarre which I could never tell anybody, but in fact, I'd told her before like she was the only one who could listen to me talking about whatever without judging me. Then once again, I'm so thankful to have her as my friend. That was a strong emotion, so strong that I had an urge to tell her how thankful and how lucky to have her. Do you ever feel like that? So I told her about my feeling, as always. I made her day as she said tho it was kinda too soon to say right? And I, too, was so happy.
I had sth funny in my head for being this emotional. Like was I gonna die or sth? Such situation in the drama the movie? Or was i affected of Anton's death? Or was it just because of my period? Wait, my period was over for this month so not then what? Must be this handmade spicy kimchi, it was too spicy right? Or maybe I was listening to the sad song? But having such a friend, who don't cry?
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