waking up and then being desperate for nothing, i'm always like that
lying in bed and listening to the drifting of time, just lying and feeling bewildered, confused, and panic
mom thinks i'm still sleeping, my cousin thinks so too
just like the old time, i'm dying inside with a calm face, but no one isn't being like that for at least once in their entire life?
somewhere deep down in my heart, all i want to do is crying out of my lungs, for all the pains i've been experienced in the past 20 years, for all the heartbreaks...and then i can move forward to welcome the new pains and heartbreaks which sure will come soon
sometimes i asked myself, what is the point of being alive?
lying in bed and listening to the drifting of time, just lying and feeling bewildered, confused, and panic
mom thinks i'm still sleeping, my cousin thinks so too
just like the old time, i'm dying inside with a calm face, but no one isn't being like that for at least once in their entire life?
somewhere deep down in my heart, all i want to do is crying out of my lungs, for all the pains i've been experienced in the past 20 years, for all the heartbreaks...and then i can move forward to welcome the new pains and heartbreaks which sure will come soon
sometimes i asked myself, what is the point of being alive?
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