it's kinda late
Recently, so many opportunities came to me and yet i missed them all. It's not that I can't see it. Just I can't take it because of my condition. All the good opportunities request a "letter of recommendation" and copy of all university transcripts. Those two things that I, myself, can't have.
First, about my university transcripts, they aren't that bad to hide from the world. They're good yet not good enough for their request, I believe. Second, I'm not close with any professor in my university, and I can see that I'm not a very good student for them that they can write me a letter of recommendation.
Since the day I attended university, I have been "anti-social". After two years and a half, I don't have a close friend. Not to mention that I was too lazy and not ready for anything. Now come to think of it, i wonder what's wrong with me. I should have realized sooner that I got a lot work to do if I want a better future. Yes, a good future in which I can take care of my mom and my brother and of course myself. I want an easier life for my mom, a good environment education for my brother, also a good job for me.
To be fair, I have just realized who I want to be recently. And since that day, I started to make some plan for my future. Plus the death of my father, I acknowledged that if I want that future I have to act now. Do what I need to archive that goal. When I'll have accomplished that very first necessary goal, I can move to the dream of my life.
The problem is that isn't it kinda late now? I'm 20 already, and actually I'm soon going to be 21 in several months.
But it's rather late than doing nothing right? This is the big one then I got a lot of work to do. Hope that I would success.
It's sad that every time i write out my intention on my blog I'll never archive it :)). Hope not this time. Hope I can break this curse.
#wishmeluck
First, about my university transcripts, they aren't that bad to hide from the world. They're good yet not good enough for their request, I believe. Second, I'm not close with any professor in my university, and I can see that I'm not a very good student for them that they can write me a letter of recommendation.
Since the day I attended university, I have been "anti-social". After two years and a half, I don't have a close friend. Not to mention that I was too lazy and not ready for anything. Now come to think of it, i wonder what's wrong with me. I should have realized sooner that I got a lot work to do if I want a better future. Yes, a good future in which I can take care of my mom and my brother and of course myself. I want an easier life for my mom, a good environment education for my brother, also a good job for me.
To be fair, I have just realized who I want to be recently. And since that day, I started to make some plan for my future. Plus the death of my father, I acknowledged that if I want that future I have to act now. Do what I need to archive that goal. When I'll have accomplished that very first necessary goal, I can move to the dream of my life.
The problem is that isn't it kinda late now? I'm 20 already, and actually I'm soon going to be 21 in several months.
But it's rather late than doing nothing right? This is the big one then I got a lot of work to do. Hope that I would success.
It's sad that every time i write out my intention on my blog I'll never archive it :)). Hope not this time. Hope I can break this curse.
#wishmeluck
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